go with the flow

So for me to be in this house at 40 I need to be like you just blow down to u be whatever u want me to be because why u say be yourself then u say u should do this u called me every name in the book so why not mold me into whatever u want me to be and not be myself 

it's not what u think it is

As a mother u have do everything for your kids yet u call on other people to do what u need to be done as there mother u should do all for them the simpleist things they need u for but u wanna get a room together for a guy that locked up that when he gets out he comes to your house but yup this is what hill u wanna land on as a mother okay 👍🏿

trying to do everything on the weekends when u have a baby

Why do some people do this knowing they have a baby at home trying to do things over the weekend knowing u can't do it mon the Friday because u working u will do too much trying to do it all slow down and stop before something bad happens 

stop asking

U say u wanna stop smoking then start up again talking about stress u won't stop talking to who stress u out u won't stop yelling because that stress u out so what will it take to make it clear because when u yelleing u don't need to at all u can only control u u trying to help people who don't want to be helped sounds like u are causing the stress on yourself but what do I know right see how this is playing out

Everytime I look up

When I look up starting a blog I get people who started a blog a long time ago then stop then start again I admit I am one of those people but why I can't get bloggers who just write about everyday life things what they did how they feel yea some people say that's boring I don't do my blogs for money I just write because it's my journal in my head no one knows who I am I am not put names in who I am talking about so that's whi I started this last year it seems a lot of people see it I wish comments be on here I see people viewed it but views and better then nothing.

working hard

When u work hard it is great but when u go to work and come home doing more work when u get home knowing that u have a baby to take care of u doing too much go home and relax but some people don't know how to they just know how to go go go it's okay but just slow down a little bit that's all your body will thank u for it for real 

always trying to fix it

I know why I did what I did I didn't think it was useing her I didn't think she care at all I know what I need to do back up give people space they reach out when they can just stop