what I day what a day

I was on tik Tok talking to a friend and I was telling her someone made me feel some kind of way because I thought they was my friend and they wanted a undated that's what I thought I came in said what I found and they shh me real quick like back to knitting and crocheting but if they have someone that y'all haven't seen for a while it's come on up and tell us how's it going we wanna update and laughs but me u don't matter I don't care we only want to crochet and knit that all like I said no more updates for u I come in say hey and leave that's all I will be doing from now on.

so you say🙄

I been down this road where I listened to these YouTubers talking about making money on Pinterest or though Google am happy they did what they did to make money it's sounds easy it maybe easy it's just I don't wanna run into a thing where I Mass up anything at all they say make a website then what what if if u already had one for years but what u are doing got nothing to do what what u do for work u got two sites now I like watching these videos but is it that easy for me someone who been on these sites before to do I don't know one day am gonna try Pinterest to see how that goes to make money if people are still making money off of it who knows but I will say some people just make it look so damn easy don't they I remember this one lady on tik Tok talking about digital marketing they I had to click on this and click on that take a class for what and I had to pay to take the class if I gotta pay to make money they I will find other way because that's unreal if I don't got no money how am gonna pay 🤔 that's why I need to get the monitor have it anyways that's my talk for today.

this is not easy

Trying to make money take time some people can make money so fast some cant this gonna be short because I just wanna to update y'all about how I am doing and how I am trying to make money I wish someone would be like I will give u 100 dollars and put it in your pay pay don't even worry about u need it but the world doesn't work that way at all.

easier said than done 🙄

People can tell u all day I gonna do this u gonna do that it takes money to do have of the things in this world and most people out there don't even care what u got going on they say they care they say u gonna care more if I cant do nothing at how I was born and the fact that I am in something I cant get out without getting anymore in trouble yea okay people can say a lot when they have everything they need in this world s.do whatever it takes to get this money that comes there way my situation is so different that people won't understand it I try to stay out of people way but sometimes my feelings get hurt in the process because I cant change anything that I am in it takes money to fix what I am in period point blank it is what it is.

so no more updates for you

I came in your live feeling bad though y'all wanna to know the updates I guess what how quickly I got shout down okay enough about your life your boring let's talk about crochet now nevermind someone came in there saying how they was going through it every time y'all see him it's are you okay are you okay nevermind about me and I said joking someone bragging joking about knowing they wasn't bragging but people take it how ever u want it maybe they are lives I just need to stay out of because y'all don't like me so I will come in say hi won't come up anymore I got what y'all was saying y'all cant take a joke it's okay I got it

How is it that🤦🏽‍♀️

You can help everyone else but when it comes to your little sister u cant her or get frustrated when she needs to talk to u but u can be on the phone for hours talking to everyone u never talked to her for hours on what I really want to talk about u always say u got a lot going on stress but u picking up the phone being in everyone business when on one needed u to know but hey if this is what u really want in your life u bringing it on u stop blaming your stress on others when u go to the stress of the people but hey I just talk to much right u on the phone tell someone about u say is your sister had a break down at work u say u don't talk to much did that person call her to say are you okay but u just told what happened your so call Sister in Pontiac 😳 the reason am telling this is because I heard everything u said u was talking out loud but u say I talk to much right 🤔

so u cut my friendship off

Okay me and u really don't talk when u do u are mostly complaining about how bad things got for u I always had a bumb in the road but GOD got me no matter what u wanna be a lawyer great but u don't cut friends off because u are doing sooo much better then the next person saying u was carrying our friendship it's okay words hurt and u cant take them back but at the end of the day I are human u not perfect and one day u gonna look back and be like I wish I had someone to talk to like u always did but again u go do u and be perfect like u always seems u are.

Funny how things works out

I was 19 when i moved in with my sister i was born with a disability for the last 20 years I know now my sister who took me in has one as well she was not born with hers all the things I known now if i would of known it when i was 19 and realized she was goanna be having 2 more kids on top of one another like this I would of said hell no get someone easel to do it if I could stop her from meet the other 2 knuckle heads guys her life would of been cool but it turn out this way for a reason she is not happy i can tell you that much.

Supposed to be my friends

 U see am on this app called tik Tok I crochet a little bit so I see a woman who crochet with a baby up there thinking hey I crochet to so I requested and started talking this last a good year I knew her I was her monitor for her page then she took me off don't even care if I am there or not anymore she have bipolar and schizophrenic so she thinks people talking about her all the time I am not but the fact that today was a day I wanted to come on her live knowing am having my own issues being down I don't even think she cares about me having my bad days I always check on her it's just got me thinking now are we even friends also I was in the middle of saying something she talking about not the cut u off knowing damn well u meant to cut me off like okay I see now it's a part of this seeing who's really my friends now.